Recap

HI PARTY PEOPLE!!!

Look who's back in a better mood :D Oh please don't mind my last 2 posts. I was in such a crappy mood and needed to let it all out of my chest so... yeah. Not to mention that I was on my period when I wrote that hahahaha. Okay enough about that.

What to write... what to write...

Actually I don't have any specific topic and I don't wanna rant about my weird love life like I did on last 2 post... so I think I'm just gonna tell you what happened in my life these past two weeks.

On last Thursday (July 19), I went swimming with some of my classmates. We had a lot of fun. I did about 16 laps or few before finally playing games and taking pictures with them. Because it was still around 8am (yep we got there pretty early) and empty, so we could do anything like we owned the pool hahaha. Anyway here are the pictures! Oh by the way I'm the one who wear googles in the pics below.

And on last Saturday (July 14), I had the chance to hang out with my lovely big brother. We went to Bandung Super Mall that now is changed to Trans Studio Mall in Bandung. We watched The Amazing Spiderman 3D (again). Both of us had watched it twice and we're still not bored of watching it. I mean, I really like Andrew Garfield and my brother likes Emma Stone so... we decided to watch The Amazing Spiderman 3D over Ice Age 4. Oh and we bought coffee at J.Co and talked for a while as we waited for the movie.

Coffee time at J.Co with big brother

OH!!! And on Thursday evening right after I got home from swimming, I went online and chat with the amazing best friend of mine, Amira!!! We haven't talked in a while and I miss her a lot. Thank God we had time that day to talk. And I print-screened our goodbye XD

Yeah it was already around 7pm and I hadn't took a bath yet. That's why she called me 'Miss Smelly' XD

Okay, I think that's all from me today. I don't know when I will write here again because school will start again on Monday which is in 2 days and I just started to write a new story again and I have to focus on school so... let's hope my brain won't explode. See ya!

P.S. Check this Windows Down music video by Big Time Rush. Amazing video, amazing song. Enjoy!

Bangkai

Sepandai-pandainya orang menyimpan bangkai, pasti akan ketauan juga.

Setiap gue baca penggalan kalimat di atas itu atau sekedar denger salah satu temen gue ngomong kayak gitu, hati gue itu rasanya kayak disayat-sayat. Miris banget. Hati itu kerasa sakit banget, dada sampe agak sesek juga, kuping langsung panas, dan rasanya pengen buru-buru kabur aja.

In this case, gue bukan orang yang pengen nge-skakmatin seorang lawan jenis... Well, actually, yeah. Gue emang pengen nge-skakmatin seseorang yang beberapa minggu ini lagi cukup deket sama gue dan tiba-tiba menghilang begitu aja.

I'm not gonna tell you and ramble about the whole story, tapi intinya, sekarang ini gue lagi sakit hati. Bawaannya mumet terus, pengen marah-marah, dan kadang-kadang suka pengen nangis kalo mendengar lagu tertentu. Yep, emang lebay kedengarannya, but this is true. These are what I've been feeling these days. I've also been in such a crappy mood.

Okay, singkatnya, gue itu bagaikan bangkai yang disimpan rapat-rapat di dalam lemari dan orang itu berharap kalo orang lain ga akan mengetahui gue. Dia adem-adem aja gitu, acting like I'm not existed in his world, acting like I'm a stranger, menghilang tanpa kabar selama 10 hari (yep I counted the days) dan tiba-tiba BAM! Dia tiba-tiba muncul begitu aja disaat yang ga tepat.

Jujur ini sebenernya udah ga tau mau nulis apa lagi disini, I just have to clear my mind and writing here is the first time that came in to my mind....

Dear You,

Aku saranin kamu berpikir yang jernih lagi deh. Oke you can disappear as long as you want to and not contact me for days but you don't have to cut me off like that, you know. Aku tau kamu bingung, mumet, dan lain-lain, aku ngerti banget. Tapi kamu mending pikir-pikir lagi deh. 

Kamu tau peribahasa  "Sepandai-pandainya orang menyimpan bangkai, pasti akan ketauan juga." kan? Emang kamu mau aku terus-terusan jadi bangkai? Sadar ga sadar, lama-lama kalo gini terus bakal ketauan juga. So now, I think you better think again and make your choice! 


Okay, don't mind that. Don't mind this post. You can stop reading if you want to because I'm going to stop now. See ya.

Could It Be Love?

Dear You,

We’ve been doing this for what? A few weeks now? I don’t know. I probably lost count of the days. ... Um, no. I didn’t lose count of the days. It’s been 4 weeks now. Yep, it’s been 4 weeks since the first time you text me, since I ignored you because I thought I might be doing the wrong thing, since I couldn’t think clear. 

But then, I think about it all over again today. I’m not doing the wrong thing. I’m not. I just realized that I still like you. I just buried those feelings inside because… well, you know what that is, right? Someone made me bury all the feelings I have for you inside. But now… look at what happened to us? No, not us, but you and I. I just can’t use the word ‘us’ just yet. 

It’s kinda funny if you think what happened right now. I was the one who used to watch you from the distance, watch your every move, watch you talking and laughing with your friends… but now? I think it’s you who watched me having the exam with my friends, coming into my class on the finals week, smiling to me when you have the chance to. 

My best friend said I’m a fool for waiting for you, for taking this kinda seriously, for thinking too much about this, but I can’t help it, you know. I care about you, I’m just shy to admit it. You have said that you care so much about me and you say a lot of nice things about me… Wow. You are the first person who has the guts to tell me that you miss me… and I’m just too shy to say it back to you.

Okay, let me make it quick. I like how you keep in touch with me all the time. I like how you try to find a time to call me, to just hear my voice because you miss me. I like how you keep me late at night to just watch the soccer with you. I like how we talk and laugh over silly, random things in our conversation. I like how you always say goodnight and other sweet things before I sleep. I like getting phone calls with you. I like talking with you for over 1 hour on the phone. I like how you make laugh with your own silliness. I like how you always come up with weird nicknames for me. I like every little thing about you. 

I think I like you… and I don’t know when I will say it to you like you have always said it to me in every text. 

 Thank you for making my days so colorful. 

Sincerely,

Me.

Finally Sixteen

HI PRETTY PEOPLE!!!! :D

Look who finally turned sixteen a week ago? THIS GIRL!! <:O Anyway, I just turned 16 on last May 17 and today, I'm going to write about the things that happened that day.

That day, I got 4 days off of school so my family and I headed off to Jakarta because we had to attend my cousin's wedding party. That day when I woke up on a bright morning, I checked my phone and realized that I got 2 new messages from Amira and Intan. They both sent me a very long text and wished me a happy birthday. And after that, my phone started to blow up with more texts and BBMs. OH and my crush also wished me a happy birthday!!! YEAHHH!! I was just finished taking shower and when I was about to dry my hair, my phone vibrated. Curious, I grabbed it and opened the new text and turns out, the text was from my crush!! aldhnjgsdkgfdklghnjknosd

I think I'm just going to make this short. I spent that day with cousin, just walking around the town. I helped her taking care of her sister's wedding. So we went to the supermarket, to some other places before finally heading to the salon. And we spent about 3-4 hours in that salon. I had this woman's treatment (creambath, manicure, and pedicure) with my cousin. She said that the treatment I got was the birthday gift from them and I was like 'ok'.... though I never got my nails manicured and pedicured.

OH and I got a birthday gift from Intan and my lovely big brother! Check this out!

What I found in my room when I was home from school...

TAZMANIA!!!!

Tazmania from Intan :)

 

Mockingjay novel from my brother :)

1.  I want to thank my parents. Mom, Dad, thank you so much for the wishes. I hope it all will come true.
2. I want to thank my big brother. Hey bro I know you may not read this but whatever. Thank you for the wishes, the book, and the surprise. I honestly had no idea that you'd be coming home yesterday. So, seeing you standing outside the door was really surprising for me lol XD
3. I want to thank Amira. Hey girl we haven't met in a long time and I do hope we can meet really soon! Thanks for the wishes by the way. Love you!
4. I want to thank Intan. HEY YOU! Thank you so much for the gift. You had me waiting anxiously until school over and until the filming done to just see that cute Tazmania you gave to me. Love you!
5. Last, I want to thank all my family, friends, and people who had wished me a happy birthday and wishes. It meant a lot to me :)

Like I said before, I'm just going to make this short and quick. This year, I may not have my best friends coming to my house, bringing me cake, and having a small party, but I'm just glad that I could spend it with my family. Yes, they may not have a birthday cake for me, but my cousin sang me a very short happy birthday in the morning right before we had breakfast together. But that didn't matter. The matter is that I got to spend my birthday with my whole family :)

Ciao!!

P.S. Intan took this photo a few weeks ago when we were doing our English project!

LOL!

What I've Been Up To

Hello blogger land!

I just want to welcome May with a genuine, happy smile on my face because you know what, my birthday is in a few weeks and I could never be happier than this. Anyway, it's a very rare day that I'm feeling happy for some unknown reasons like this. Because these past few weeks, I've never really felt happy because uh, you know school's been so hectic, the mid-term weeks are here, and I have a bunch of homework to do and a bunch of subject to study. Yep, what a life. All I really need right now is a holiday. It's just as simple as that.

So, I'm going to tell you what happened in my life lately (as usual). Where to start? OH! My class has just moved in to a new class room BUT this class is way smaller than my old classroom but whatever. Why am I so happy about moving to a new class? Because from this new classroom I can easily spot my crush and I can almost see him everyday at school. The things I do on recess is staying outside the class and if I get lucky, he would walk down the stairs and I could see him easily with a silly grin on my face. Okay, enough about that. Now let's just move to another topic.

With these homework and exams, I went home past 2pm almost every single day. And my Mom kinda disliked it. I realized that she can read me like the back of her hand and she kinda disliked the things I did. I mean, school has been so tiring lately and I'd go home with this tiring look on my face that I try so hard to hide but my Mom still could see it. My Mom is always like "just take a few minutes to relax would you? you look so tired." and I'm always like "I want to but I can't. I just need to finish this homework so I could relax." She also scolded me cause I didn't really eat properly or have enough sleep everyday or basically because I'm being so busy.

Then at home, I wouldn't have enough time to take a nap so I decided to just do my homework until dinner and continued it again after dinner and stopped at 9.30pm and I would be laying on my comfy bed at 10pm. That's my daily routine. I basically didn't have enough time to relax. That's why I really need a few days of break and I really hope holiday can come faster..... Oh God. JUST GIVE ME TIME TO BREATHE!!

Okay now it's time to put all the stress aside and SMILE!

Anyway, I've been working on a short movie that my friends and I made for our German final assignment which is due on the last week of May. And you know what, I've never thought making a movie would be so much fun! My best buds and I practically always have a lot of fun every time we film the scenes! There would be always these stupid things that we accidentally make during filming and in the end of the day we still laughed about it. Oh and before filming, my friends and I would dance to a random song and record it so we could mix all of these cover videos we made and put it together and... you know that video Carlos made for  Call Me Maybe? Yeah it would be like that though it wouldn't be that good because we're still beginner on editing video.

We also took some pictures in between filming or maybe before filming or after filming. Basically we took pictures all the time!

Intan, me, and Nada at Nada's house on the first day of filming.

Sabhila, Intan, Nada, me, and Ali

Sabhila, Nada, Intan

Ali, Rizki, me, Intan

The guyssss!

Sabhila, me, and... what the hell was Rizki doing?

All of the pictures above were taken on the first day of filming. And the pictures below were taken on the second day of filming at school :D

 

back: Ali and Rizki

front: Intan, me and Nada

These last ones below were taken at Sabhila's house on third day of filming last Saturday. YEAHH

Was that really me?

Yes, Rizki was asleep.

So that's all from me. Yep there are many pictures here but whatever. I just wanted to share it to you guys haha. Anyway, thank you for reading this post and I'm sorry for any spelling or grammatical mistakes. Sooooo see you on the next post and hope you guys have a nice day!