Happy Mother's Day

Yesterday, December 22, 2011 was Mother's Day. I was so happy because I could spend a few hours just with my Mom! Yeah! So, we went to the salon to get a haircut and we did. Then we waited for Dad to pick us but he ran late because he had to go to the car wash first so... Mom and I decided to have an early lunch at A&W. We even went to the photobooth and took a few pictures before finally going to Mokko Factory to buy an iced vanilla latte and waiting for Dad to pick us up.

I'm the one who sat on my Mom's lap. The boy and the girl were all my cousins.

The little boy next to me was my big brother and behind him was our Aunt.

These 3 photos are all taken in Bali when I was still about 1 year old.

Taken when I was about 13 years old.

Taken a few months ago on Eid Mubarak Day.

big brother, Mom, Dad, and me :) Taken on Eid Mubarak Day too.

Taken yesterday! :D

Dear Mom,

Thank you for giving me and my big brother birth.

Thank you for all the delicious foods you always cook for us.

Thank you for your patience when my big bro and I's act all childish and annoying.

Thank you for all the little things you've done for us since we're born to this beautiful world.

Thank you for being the greatest Mom in this entire universe.

Thank you for everything and you know that we are nothing without you.

We can't pay all the things you've done with us in a lifetime but we promise that we will make you and Dad proud of us someday.

I love you, Mom♥

Penggalauan Hari Sabtu

Gue tau mungkin gue terlihat sebagai anak yang males dengan duduk di depan laptop with my headset on dan blogging kayak gini. Besides, hari ini itu udah Sabtu dan besok Minggu dan mulai hari Rabu nanti gue udah mulai UAS. I know what I'm supposed to do right now. Ya gue tau gue harusnya mulai nyicil ngerjain tugas dan start studying for my final semester test, tapi tangan gue gatel banget pengen ngetik dan kepala gue rasanya udah mau meledak. I gotta clear my head asap. Biasanya yang gue lakuin adalah ngambil blackbook (sebuah diary dgn cover hitam, hadiah dari Mail bulan May lalu) dan mulai nulis, tapi apa daya, tangan udah males banget nyorat-nyoret dan blog udah kepampang di tab mozilla saya.

Lagi-lagi gue menghabiskan numberless hours of surfing the internet dari mulai selesai makan siang dan do my chores as a daughter. Pertamanya, emang asal-asalan dari mulai ngecek Twitter, Facebook, trus liat-liat blog orang. Dan gue pun akhirnya landing di blognya Nadia, seorang pelajar Indonesia yang baru balik dari Amerika beberapa bulan lalu setelah homestay di FL selama setahun. Nadia emang terbilang cukup jarang blogging karena udah kelas 12 tapi gue tetep setia nunggu dia blogging. Post dia yang paling baru (Adil...?) langsung membuat gue mikir berkali-kali tentang apa yang gue cita-citain dan gue pengen lakukan selama ini.

Yang saya pengen bicarain di sini sekarang adalah... diri saya sendiri. Gimana saya belom bisa tau akan potensi dan kemampuan yang saya miliki dan seperti apa masa depan yang saya inginkan. Saya itu seorang anak perempuan yang mempunyai cita-cita yang tinggi. Dari TK saya selalu bercita-cita bahwa saya tuh akan menjadi dokter dan menolong orang-orang di rumah sakit. Tapi semakin saya besar, saya punya hobi baru. Saya mulai suka menulis. Orang bilang, follow your passion and heart. Keliatannya mudah tapi sebenernya susah.

Saya mencoba menuruti passion saya dengan menjadi penulis, tapi pekerjaan sebagai penulis itu bukan pekerjaan tetap yang akan terus menerus saya geluti hingga saya tua. Jadi penulis itu nggak gampang. Butuh waktu yang cukup lama untuk menulis sebuah cerita dengan alur yang pas, diksi yang benar, dan lain-lain. Dari SMP sampai sekarang, saya selalu bilang pada diri saya sendiri kalau suatu saat nanti saya akan menerbitkan sebuah novel. Tapi nyatanya, dari SMP kelas 1 sampai sekarang saya belum menyeleseaikan satu novelpun. Yang ada saya malah terus-terusan menulis di Mibba dan Fanfiction.net bukannya menyelesaikan si calon novel itu yang sudah terabaikan.

Lalu, dari kecil saya selalu bercita-cita untuk jadi dokter. Semakin saya besar, saya tau kalo jadi dokter itu nggak mudah. Saya harus bisa Biology dan belajar dengan sangat giat supaya nilai-nilai saya bagus. Belajar giat juga bisa dibilang tantangan karena pasti selalu aja ada rasa malas yang menghantui. Belum lagi orang-orang lain yang lebih pintar dari saya yang tentunya sangat banyak karena saya sekolah di SMA 3 Sukabumi, dan saya tau saingan saya itu bukan orang-orang yang sembarangan.

Trus saya juga pengen banget ikutan AFS. Keluarga saya otomatis langsung men-support saya begitu saya bilang hal ini. Tapi, ada satu yang agak menghalangi. Saya mendapat tawaran untuk masuk kelas Aksel kalo nilai-nilai saya di rapot memuaskan. Tawaran yang cukup gila sebenernya. Saya masih ingat bagaimana ekspresi saya hari Sabtu beberapa bulan lalu itu ketika saya dan beberapa teman sekelas saya digiring ke kantor wakasek kurikulum. Mata saya langsung berkaca-kaca (tanda akan senang, sedih, dan lain-lain) dan dada yang terasa sesak begitu memikirkan semua hal yang sudah rencanakan semenjak saya masuk SMA.

Tadinya saya langsung berpikiran bahwa akan lebih baik kalo saya masuk kelas Aksel (tentu saja harus kerja keras karena nilai saya harus LULUS semua) karena dengan masuk kelas Aksel akan lebih mudah untuk masuk ke perguruan tinggi karena katanya 100% siswa aksel mendapat snmptn undangan. Tapi ternyata setelah dipikir-pikir lagi, bukan itu yang saya inginkan. Saya ingin menjadi dokter tapi sekolah tetap 3 tahun malah kalo bisa ikutan program AFS. Masalahnya sekarang adalah.... apa saya bisa? apa saya yakin pada diri saya sendiri?

See? Penggalauan banget ngga sih itu. Mana ini post isinya random banget lagi x_x Hhhh -_- okay, I think I better stop typing and take a nap. My eyes are starting to hurt and my back is aching. See ya!

November

Busy.

Exhausted.


Lack of sleep.

What can I say? These all are really happening to me. I can't really sleep at night so yeah, I would be so sleepy at school. Besides, November's nights have been cold! I couldn't sleep without my sweater on because it would be so cold at midnight. Oh yeah, I wanna tell you some things about November.

Last weekend, my Aunts and Uncle were coming here from Jakarta! I was so happy that day because my house would be so crowded! Besides, my brother was also coming. That Saturday, I went home right after my writing test that was being held by Mr. Anang (my English teacher) with a wide smile on my face. I met up with my bro and his gf then chatted for a little and after that, I went straight to home. When I got at home, my Aunts were already there. Woo hoo! The reason why my Aunts and Uncle were coming was because there would a family gathering on Sunday. Long story short, when I was busy doing my homework (what?! I actually really did my homework on Saturday! :p), I got a call from Mr. Anang. He told me that my writing was good and he wanted me to come to his house on Sunday. He also told me to practice my speech. On Saturday night I went out with my Aunts and Uncle. It was fun! I think I forgot when was the last time I went out to have dinner and shopping...

Sunday. The family gathering was held and lots of people came to my house. It was crowded but it's okay. It was fun, though. At about 1.30 pm, I met up with Dini and went to Mr. Anang's house. Dini and I had to write another essay and such for Monday's competition. Actually, it's not a competition. It was a debate team selection test... I did my essay well but did my speech not so well. I wished I could do my speech that well but it was kinda hard for me (having this stutter problem since I was still a kid is a big deal for me).

The final semester test will come soon. It starts from November 23 till December 6! HOW GREAT!! My life couldn't be more perfect than this (guys, please notice the sarcasm here ;)) and... what should I write again? I'm so excited for December but not the exam part, it's the holiday part!! I'm planning to meet Amira and spend my whole holiday at Jakarta. Yippieeeeeeeeeeee!!!

OHHH!! I wanna tell you one more thing! ELEVATE is out on November 21! So if you live around USA, don't forget to grab a copy of it! ;) and MUSIC SOUNDS BETTER WITH YOU music video is already out! OMG OMG OMG OMG AAAAA!! *fan girl mode on* if you're too lazy to open a new tab and check Youtube, I'll just put it in here. Here we go!!



YOU SEE THAT?! BTR IS SO AWESOME AND KENDALL IS JUST SO ASDFGHJKL. The way he did that heartbreak sign was just so asdfghjkl. omg I can't even breath!! *o* They will start tour (it's called Better With U Tour with a guest-star One Direction) next year! Let's hope that it will be a world tour so they could come to Indonesia! :D :D :D

Btw, that's all. Sorry for the random fan girl mode in the end of this post :D Thanks for reading and hope you all have an awesome day!

Keep Calm and Elevate A Little Higher! :p

Scenes of The Past

Look who's back again today :D  I'm tired and bored and it's raining outside so I decided to write something. Well, I haven't written anything these few days sooo today I decided to write something even if it's short. And I decided to write a one-shot original story.

By the way, I'm sorry for all the wrong spellings and grammar because I'm still learning to write properly in English and fyi, I'm learning all of it by myself since I moved out from Jakarta. So yeah *shrug* Please leave some comments and..... just share your thoughts about this, okay? Constructive comments are always welcomed and appreciated :D

Here we go!:

The wind blew pretty heavily as it started to rain outside. The girl who's sitting in front of her laptop turned her head to look out at the street and sighed heavily. She stood up and walked towards the window, breathing heavily as her head and eyes started to feel heavy. She hasn't had enough sleep these last few days. She had a lot of assignments to do and final exams are chasing her. She turned her heels and walked towards her bed so she could lay on it and enjoy the cool air that came out from the air conditioner. The soft and slow music that blasted through the speaker of her laptop made her to feel calm.

"Run!!!" she shouted and ran with her 2 friends as her other friends started to run towards her, trying to catch her. They were laughing and enjoying the summer sun that shined brightly.

"Okay, Chlo, stop it now. I'm tired," the girl with blond hair said as she stopped running and sitting on the pavement. Chloe stopped running as well and gave her friend an odd look.

"You're tired? Oh, come on, Kris! It's nothing like running marathon. Right, Lou?" Chloe said and turned to look at Louise at the end. Louise, the guy with jet black hair, nodded and sat on the pavement, next to Kris.

"By the way, do you have any foods? I'm starving," Louise said with an innocent smile to Chloe. 

"You're always starving," The other guy with short, messy, brown hair said to Louise and smacked the back of Louise's head, "My Mom made some cupcakes. Come with me if you want," Bobby said and crossed the street, walking to his house.

Chloe opened her eyes and stared aimlessly at the ceiling. The color of brown seemed so dull after all this time. The last time she checked, she remembered that everything seemed so perfect. The color of the ceiling never seemed so dull. The painting of her and friends never seemed so fade. But today, it's different. Every time she looked around, she felt like everything has changed. 

"What could change in a matter of a few months?" she asked to herself and shut her eyes again, drowning herself in her own thoughts.

Chloe waved at her family and smiled at them as she walked towards them with a proud smile on her face, "Can you believe it? I just graduated!" She said happily as she reached her family. She hugged each of her parents and her big brother.

"I'm thinking to go out with you today, but-"

"I can't." She cut her brother's words and gave him an apologetic smile, "I have plans with Kris, Louise, and Bobby tonight." 

"I tell you once again to not go to a party and go home before the curfew. Well, you know the rules, right? Tell Louise to drive very carefully. I don't want bad things happen to you and the others," her father rambled and Chloe smiled warmly at him.

"I got it, Dad. Don't worry," she put her hands on her father's shoulder and pulled him in a quick hug, "I'm going to catch up with them. I'll see you later, 'kay?" 

"Okay, hun. Be home before dinner so we can talk," her mother shouted at her as Chloe walked towards the group of her friends that chatted happily near the gym.

She put on her jacket and walked out of her room and to the balcony of her small apartment. Living alone was hard for her. She used to live with her family and had her friends around her. The wind that blew through her as she sat on the wooden chair made her to shiver. She looked at the gray sky as she took a deep breath. Then she darted away her gaze to look at the crowded street of L.A. She wondered why people like to go out on such rainy days. She shut her eyes and took another deep breath before letting her mind to play another scene of her past.

"I can't believe we actually did this. 4 years seemed too short for me," Louise said as he looked straight at the sky that full of stars. The 4 best friends decided to spend their night at the park, just talking and laughing about anything they've been through all this time. 

"Yeah. And now, in a few weeks, we all will go to separate ways. I hate to do this but I have no choice," Bobby spoke up with a loud sigh.

"We all hate to do it, but we all have to," Chloe corrected, "You're going to NYU, Louise's going to Harvard, missy Kristina here is going to Oxford, and I'm going to UCLA. Well, we're so dysfunctional," she added with a slight laugh.

"I don't want you guys forget about me. Please promise me that we will never forget about each other and this friendship will never end just because lack of communications," Kris butted in as she sat up from the blanketed grass with tears welling up in her blue eyes.

"We promise," her other 3 friends said in unison, sitting up, and pulled her in a comforting hug, "We will never forget about each other. Our beautiful friendship will never end. We will be always together, no matter what happen. I can guarantee that," Chloe said in a small voice as a tear fell down to her cheeks. 

She could feel her eyes starting to watered as she let her mind playing some scenes from her past. She blinked her eyes a few times to hold back the tears that were about to fall down. She smiled bravely to herself and took a few deep breaths to calm herself. When she was about to stand up, the bell rang. She frowned at herself and made her way to the front door. Taking a few deep breaths again, she finally opened the door. 

"Happy birthday!" 3 people stood outside the door with a bright smile on their face. The first guy with black hair had a silly grin on his face and a bag on his hands. The other guy with brown hair had a very wide smile and a small cake with a few candles on its top on his hand. The only girl with blond hair stood there with thick photo album on her hand, weighing her messenger bag. Chloe smiled so widely at the scene of this. She blinked her eyes a few times to make sure that this was real. And she was right. This was real.

"Oh my gosh. What the hell are you guys doing here?!" She asked in disbelief tone and pulled her 3 best friends that she hasn’t seen in 4 months in a group hug.

"We're here to give you a surprise. We all planned to not text, call, e-mail you on your birthday. Well, even all of us didn't say happy birthday to you on your birthday. So... here we are." Bobby explained. He was right. None of them said happy birthday to Chloe on her birthday two days ago. Chloe could have sworn that it was her worst birthday.

"We're sorry for that. We didn't say birthday to you by phone because we all wanted to say it in person." Kris added.

"So... happy late birthday, Chloe," Louise said and smiled to her, "Okay, now make a wish and blow the candles." He instructed to Chloe who was still frozen on the doorway. 

With a smile, Chloe closed her eyes and started to make a wish. When she finished, she opened her eyes and blew the candles. Her friends clapped their hands happily and congratulated her a 'happy late birthday' once again. 

"Come on in. We have to catch up!" Chloe said happily and moved aside so her friends could come in. As she shut the door, she led her friends to the small lounge and started to talk and laugh about some things. They ate the cake together, talked about their live ever since they went to college, laughed at some stupid lame jokes, etc. Chloe couldn't wipe the smile off of her face. The only thing she wanted at the moment was being with her best friends after a pretty long time of not seeing each other and lack of communications because all of them were busy with assignments and such. But in that moment, Chloe didn't have to worry anymore because they're all with her. All she could is just enjoy every single moment with them and forget about the others. Nothing even matters to her whenever she's with her friends.

Rambling

I'm tired. 

Actually, that's all I feel right now. That word describes how I feel all this time. It's been a few months since I officially became a high school student and I feel really tired. I mean, 'tired' is the only word that describes EVERYTHING -,-

School's been REALLY hectic and I'm about to tear all my hair out right now :/

Since I became a high school student, my life is way too organized. If you ask me where I would be at 7pm,  I'm gonna answer that I would be sitting in my room, doing all my homework with my laptop & music on. If you ask me where I would be at 1pm, I'm gonna answer that I would be on my way to home.

I actually don't know what to write at this moment. My brain is just too asdfghjkl and all I needed to see is just this blank page of a new entry. I honestly think that I should really update this blog after a few weeks.... so here I am right now.

All I really need is a few weeks of holiday. I really need to relax, get some proper sleep, have fun with my family and such. I need to take a break from all of this stuff.... but I know I would only get a few weeks of holiday on December which is still a month away. I really need to watch some brand new movies at the cinema and buy some new books!!!! But yeah, I still have to wait until December because if I buy it right time, I would get distracted by those things and wouldn't touch my text books. Poor me.

Um I think that's all from me. Like I said before, I think I don't have anything to write so I just ramble about everything. Thanks for reading and I'm so sorry for all the wrong grammar, spelling, and such. You can tell me, though, if you find those shits in this post or my previous posts. Constructive comments are always welcomed and appreciated ;)

Peace out!

Lela :)

High School Kid

High school is just so tiring. I get a lot of homework everyday and count those exams and silly quiz every single day. And the pressure I get at class and school.... Phew. It's just... I'm glad to be a high school kid but I never thought that it would be this hard and tiring. Sometimes I really feel like wanna pull my hair out. It's just.... so frustrating sometimes :(

 So, I've became a high school kid for about 2-3 months right now.... and I don't know how to feel about that. Well, yes, I'm happy. Heck, I'm so happy about it. I got into my brother's former high school and it's just... I think I made my parents a bit proud of me by becoming a student there. Well, I don't really have to worry about that anymore, but the future is the thing I'm worrying about right now.

Again, I'm in the middle of making discussion that would affect on my future. And my teacher just said it to me yesterday morning. I was in the middle of talking with Dea and suddenly the teacher called me along with 3 other students to the teacher's room. I was so surprised that day because I never became one of those students who got called to the teacher's room. And that time, in only a few minutes, I had to make up my mind on everything. I just said 'yes' with tears welling up in my eyes and a grey big cloud in my head. It was so frustrating.

When I got home, I was bombarded by questions from my parents. They asked me if I want it or not, and yeah, they gave me a pep talk about that stuff. They told me to make sure that I make a right decision for myself. Hah. My life couldn't be any worse than this -____-"

OKAY. So let's just stop this. I just gotta have this thing out of my head sooner so yeah I decided to just write here. Besides, I'm just so in the mood to write :) By the way, wish me luck for my exam, test, quiz, and everything related to school :p lol. Soooooo see ya!

Love,

Lela.

Randomness

Hi!

Btw, Happy Ied Mubarak 1432 H for all Muslim in the world (it's actually 7 days ago, but whatev. I just gotta say it) :D

And do you guys realize? I just changed my banner again. Well, it sucks but whatev. I just feel like wanna change it. Because the old ones is kinda boring for me :/

Um... I'm not gonna say anything actually. I've been in a bad mood since last night and felt like don't wanna do anything besides crying my eyes out. I know it's random. I just had a chat with Alya and it only makes it worst. I actually don't know what happened to me but... yeah. This is me. I can't even figure out myself. Oh gosh. I gotta stop.

See ya!

P.S. My current mood:

Hung Out with Alya and Dea :D

Hello!!!!!!!!!! So, I'm officially a high school student right now and it's kinda fun! Well, not really. The teachers give us a lot of homework to do and it keeps me busy all the time. Being a high school student ain't easy, I know :( on the other side, my junior high friends and I went to the separate school. It's saddening :(

But, I got a time today and went to Dea's house to hang out with Alya and the others. Well, the plan was Bebe, Miga, Endah, and the others were going to come.... but they didn't show up. Okay, that's fine. Actually, I'm still at Dea's right now. Let me tell you what they're doing right now. Alya is lying on the couch with my phone on her hands and looking up at some pics of her and her ex and laughing at it. Dea is playing her own laptop, twittering, and downloading some things. What a day!

Btw, we took some pics! Wanna see it?

Dea, Me, and Alya! :D

The last one is kinda crazy. Just ignore it xD

By the way, that's all I'm planning to say. So, have a great vacation to all my Indonesians friends because we just got another 2 weeks of holiday! Yeay! Basically, have a great day for everyone! See ya!

Blur

Hi, there! :)

Holiday is almost over for me and I only have a few days left before school starts. So, I'm a high school student right now. To be honest, I'm freaking out right now. I have a lot of things about high school in my mind. I'm paranoid about the things that will happen to me in the first day of school. I can't stop thinking about the seniors. Every time I think about the seniors, bad things cross to my mind. What will they do to me and the others freshmen?? It's a paranoia of the first day of school.

So, last Sunday, was the first day I stepped my feet at 3 Senior High. I kept telling myself that every thing is gonna be alright and they won't do something that could hurt myself and the others. But still, in the back of my mind, I still have the thoughts of the evil seniors and some things bad about the orientation. Sometimes, I ask myself if I were crazy or something because I can't stop thinking about it until now.

I mean, the orientation is going to be held for a week, including a camp to Cibodas. Well, camping is not a problem for me because I have Dea, who's in the same class with me, and the others. Okay, actually, these all aren't really a problem to me. I have something that I think is worse.

Sometimes, I can see it in my head when I walk in the school hallway. Seniors send glares to me, people talk about me, nobody want to be friends with me, and stuff like those that lead myself into a craziness!! I swear I almost cry when I'm thinking about it. It's like, high school is a nightmare for me. It's like, every things will turn out bad or really BAD in high school. Damn that paranoia!

Ok so I don't wanna talk about it anymore because it sucks and I just don't wanna talk about it. Well, see ya. Wish me luck for my new school O:)

When Future Takes Over Your Mind

Well, hi! I know it's been a month or more since the last time I blogged here and I'm sorry for that. Actually, I don't even know if people are really reading and checking my blog, but whatsoever. I just like posting here and I'll keep posting even it's only once a month. Well, it depends on my mood. Lately, I'm not in a very good mood. The things that will boost my mood up are only music, Mibba, and somethings about my family. Anyway, let's talk about the thing based on the tittle of this entry.

So, it's already summer, that's what people called it, or 2 weeks short vacations for me and I've been staying in my lovely hometown, Jakarta for like 3 days. Yesterday, my Dad got a call from my Aunt that she wants to talk with me and my brother. Actually, I had no idea about the thing she's going to talk about, but I know I have to meet and talk with her because the curiosity got the top of me. FYI, I can't handle my curiosity and I get curious so easily. Ok back to the topic.

At noon, I got at her house and yada yada yada. I'm too lazy to talk about that intro or whatsoever that called. Let's just get to the point. Oh by the way, this post may be long because I'm going to write what's in my head these few hours. Actually, I'm planning to write it on my diary (what? don't say that you guys aren't writing on diary again) but because I totally forgot to bring it, I decided to just write it here.

My Aunt and her daughter talked with me (and my brother) about the whole high school and college thingy. To be honest I'm so interested in that topic. I just love it when people ask or talk to me about my future and my plans for it. It makes me feel that I have somebody that care about me and my future. They told me to keep my grades up in high school and if I can, I would join AFS. Actually, I don't know what AFS stands for and I'm too lazy (again) to Google it, so you guys can totally Google it and find it by yourself :D (my laziness has taken over of me :p)

AFS. That's the point why I'm writing right now. I got so curious about that AFS thingy and decided to Google it when I got at my Grandma's this evening. Well, my brother has told me a little about AFS before, but I didn't really get his point that time.

So, I opened the official website of AFS and got the official website of AFS's foundation in Indonesia or something like that. Well, you might get my point on that last sentence. So, let's keep on going. I read the news and you know, just surfed that website, trying to get a lot of information about the student exchange stuff. The most interesting thing about study abroad is I'm going to get new experiences, friends, and get out of my comfort zone. That's it. It'll be challenging to live overseas without your parents and sister/brother for 10, almost 11 months. I've been dreaming about that since my brother told me about that which is 2 years ago.

I read Nadya's blog, she's one of the students that got the opportunity to study in Florida, USA for 10 months. I was stunned and a bit shocked when I read her blog. Well, I know that it'll be a long way to get that, but I didn't think that it would be that long. She beat about eight hundreds people, maybe more or less. Then I think about it.

I'll have to beat about eight hundreds people from my own country and I don't think if I can beat them. They must be very smart students on their school while I'm not as smart as them. It's just.... you know, I feel like if I still go for it, it would only waste my time and money because I think I won't get it. I already feel hopeless by only reading her blog about her journey. Yes, I know that I may get a lot of supports from my big family if I try. But what if I fail? I would only make them disappointed, right? :(

Okay, I'm going to stop here before I get too far 'cause I'm already dying and crying a little bit inside by only thinking about it. It sucks :( So, see ya on the next post!

Peace out!,

Lela :)

A Fifteen Years Old Girl

FIFTEEN!!!!! WOOT! :P

Hello! So, today is the twentieth day of May and that means my birthday has passed. My birthday is on May 17th. Well, you guys have no idea how excited I was that day. On the night before my birthday, I stayed up until 11.30 PM which was kind of odd to me because I'm not getting used to stay up late. Well, I was just talking with my brother and checking my Twitter. I talked to Riny and some other friends on Twitter and Michelle planned to countdown my birthday (which was not working good because we fell asleep :D).

The next morning, I woke up at 6 AM which was odd again because I only slept for 6 hours! I checked my phone and got 5 texts! I checked it all and it's from Ajeng and Amira. So, Ajeng text me at midnight while Amira text me at 5 AM, an hour before I woke up. I replied all the texts with a very wide smile on my face. I checked my Twitter and I got so many replies! I replied them one by one and still, a smile plastered on my face. I was so excited that day!

At about 12 PM, my classmates came and they brought me a birthday cake! Well, actually it's not a birthday cake but I like it better to call it like that because there's a candle on it! Here's the photo:

I look bad in that pic :/ hahaha it was so hot and I was sweating like crazy!! :D

I admit it I was so happy that day, but on the other side I was so nervous as hell! I know that my friends had planned something for me! I know it because they're so creative like that! :D So, I thought the worst thing that they could possibly do to me. In my head, the worst thing they could possibly do to me is spraying me with water, flour, and egg. But actually, it's worst than I thought before. Well, they did spray me with water, flour, and unknown water that I didn't care what it contained. But there was something else. No. Scratch that. There was somebody else.

Okay. By typing those words, it's already giving me goose bumps. So, here's the story. Endah told me that her parents were taking her to go swimming and told her to meet them outside the house complex. I agreed and we started to walk, leaving my other friends at my house. I waited for Endah's parents for about 10 minutes and then she said "my parents are about to come. you can go." and then I said, "okay, then. be careful. and thanks for coming today!" I left her and walked back to my house. When I got at my house, Ulfah screamed, "let's take some pics with the birthday girl." and I was like "sure. why not? I'm the birthday girl, aren't I?"

So I stood near Ulfah and when Alya started the countdown, BAM! I felt something on my hair. I swore under my breath and before I could say anything, my friends were spraying me with flour, water, and unknown water. I just stood there and let my friends spraying me. When they were done, I realized something. MY PHONE!!! MY JEANS WAS SOAKING WET AND MY PHONE WAS STILL IN THE POCKET!! AAAAAH!! (soooooo over dramatic :p)


Chacha grabbed my phone and my friends told me to clean up myself. I sighed in defeat and walked back to the inside my house. I walked to my bathroom and when I turned on the light, somebody else showed up! I screamed from the top of my lungs and ran to the outside, Luckily, I didn't slip because that time. I ran again and you know what, my neighbors were watching me! Okay, that's bad. Long story short, I got cleaned up and met that somebody else again outside my bathroom. I was like "oh come on. stop it. it's not funny anymore!" I walked to my room and slipped! and until now, my right leg is still hurting bcs of that. poor me :S

THAT'S A WRAP! But before I go, let me say something pleaseee :D

First, I wanna say thank you to God for still letting me to celebrate my birthday!

Second, Thank you so much for my parents and family! I have the best family ever! :D

Third, A huge and special thank you for my brother! Yep. Thanks for your little surprise (he said that he wouldn't come home but actually, it's only a set up from him and my parents :/) and the notebook you gave to me. You're the best brother I've ever had! :D


Fourth, Thank you to all my best friends, friends, Rushers, OJD, and the others for the birthday wishes. You guys are the best!

Fifth, A special thanks for my classmates. Thank you so freaking much for the surprises. You guys are the best!! Love, hugs, kisses :*

And the last, thank you so much for reading this post! LOVE YOU!! <3


P.S. ------> CLICK ME!! <------ that IS the "somebody else".

Back In April!

Hello pretty people!!!! How you guys doing? Well, it's me again and today I'm really in the mood to post something in my blog. Maybe I'm not going to write a lot. It'll be just about my day, my friends, or Big Time Rush. Yeah!! :D

So, it's already April 14th here in Indonesia so that means KCAs 2011 has gone away and I'm disappointed. I know that I was really excited for KCAs and had been voting like crazy for my favorite. But I ended up feeling disappointed bcs of the winners. I'm not gonna talk about the winners but I was soooooooo happy when I watched Big Time Rush performing 'Boyfriend'. KCAs aired last April 4th which was on Monday and I had to skipped my course :D When I was watching KCAs and waiting for BTR performing, my brother came to me and asked me, "why are you so excited for that show? is the Jonas Brothers gonna be in it?" but I shook my head and said, "well, technically, yes. but I'm waiting for BTR to perform!" he just sighed then walked away while I was smiling like an idiot to myself. I was grinning like crazy when I watched BTR performing. Sure, I was singing along to the song. But mostly, I just mumbled the words and grinned like crazy while my brother was giving a weird look. I just ignored it and focused myself to the TV :D

AND I finally found an Indonesian Rusher (via twitter, of course!)!! Her name is Jess and actually, I found her by accident. So I was boring and trying to reduce my boredom by looking at my friends account then when I looked at an imagine BTR account from Singapore, I found Jess' account. To make sure that she's Indonesian, I asked her! And she replied my tweet, saying that she's from Indonesia. After asking a few question to her, I know that her name is Jess, she is 14 and will be 15 in Sept, her fav is James, and she is in year 9 on Junior High (same as me). I'm so glad that I finally found an Indonesian Rusher. Well, Indonesian Rusher is kinda rare, actually. All the thing I do is converting my friends into Rushers by rambling about BTR and giving BTR songs to them.

My life isn't just about Big Time Rush but it's about ME. So yeah. It's already April. Well, it's April 14th actually. And that means it's only 11 day til the NATIONAL FINAL EXAM. My tummy is kind of aching every time I hear those words. These few days I've been studying hard because I really wanna pass the tests (who doesn't wanna pass the tests?). I mean, it's NATIONAL. So that means every senior students in Indonesia will be facing the tests together and doing the tests in the same day and same time. Just wish me luck for the tests, then. I'm hoping to get the highest score in my school this year (which is kind of impossible for me bcs I'm not the smartest person in my school) :D I'll be so lucky if it really happens to me (keep on dreaming) lol.

Actually, I have another topic to write here. It's about my crush. But I know that it will be a huge problem for me if I really write about him here in my blog :D well, I don't wanna talk about him though. I don't wanna see my parents giving me the weird looks. I always smile to myself every time I remember about my crush. OKAY. I should stop writing about him then!

Sooooo, thanks for reading my blog. And before I leave, I wanna give you one random picture. My friend used it as her Blackberry messenger display picture and I think it's an interesting picture. Here you go.


Cool, huh? The words are lyrics from 'Enchanted' by Taylor Swift. if you guys haven't heard the song yet, then you should listen it! It's a very good song! Well, I think I have to go now. Gotta go studying! Wish me luck for the National Final Exam andddddd see you on the next post!!

Love
-Lela :)

Shoutout to Rushers!

Hi people!!!! It's me again and I still aliveeeeeeee! I know that I haven't updated my blog in centuries (stop overreacting, Lela :p) and I missed this blog so much!! Well, I know that today is Thursday in Indonesia and it's 11 AM and that means there's no Big Time Rush on Nickelodeon today and I missed school! Actually, I have some Practical Test at school today but because I'm sick (fever and stomachache), my parents told me that I couldn't go to school. So yeah, here I am. Sitting in front of my laptop in my room :) Well, let's pray that I will get well soon so I can finish my Practical Test. Mmmm, now let's go back to the topic!

So, ARE YOU A FAN OF BIG TIME RUSH??? *yeaaaah!!!* then you should follow this blog ---> We wanna bring BIG TIME RUSH to Hamburg! <--- The blog is awesome and look at the background!! I can't breath every time I check that blog!! Kendall and Logan are so cute! Whoa. Wait. The guys are all cute, handsome, and talented! :D I hope that you guys not only read it but also follow the blog too! Well, they (the authors of the blog) are trying to bring Big Time Rush to Hamburg, Germany because they live in Germany. So, now let's just hope and pray that they can make it! :) And let's hope that Big Time Rush can come to Asia on their upcoming tour because I really wanna watch their concert :) The authors of the blog are all nice and kind. I already talked with Sarah, Sina, and Kimi about Big Time Rush on Twitter. And they really are nice and kind :) Well, sometimes I hate time zones because when I'm about to sleep, it's morning in Germany and when it's morning in Indonesia, it's already late in Germany. It can be confusing sometimes. But I enjoyed talking with them. Well, I have no friends to talk about BTR here in Indonesia. But I have a friend in Philippines (I know her via Twitter, of course) named Renzy. She's awesome too. Talking with her is fun! So yeah, I really made a few friends via Twitter. Really, it feels so good that I finally found someone who loves Big Time Rush just like me.

Well, actually I already made some of my friends like BTR. So, a few days ago I sang along to BTR songs on the break time and my friends were giving me weird looks cause they haven't heard the song before so I turned on my speaker phone and let them hear it. They seemed enjoying it and smiling at me. And one of my friends said 'Send those songs to my phone right now! Oh! By the way, do you have the pictures of BTR?' and I showed her some of BTR photos and she was like 'I like these guys! Especially Logan!!' and I was like 'How could you know that his name is Logan?' she rolled her eyes and said 'There are all the names of the guys under that picture, okay?!' and I just smiled at her.

Before I go, let me give you the link of Renzy, Sina, Sarah, and Kimi =

@iheartrenzy <--- Renzy
@xXIamSarahXx <--- Sarah
@_Smile4ever_ <--- Sina
@ItsMeKimmii <--- Kimi

So, if you're a Big Time Rush fan, don't forget to follow them and the blog. AND don't forget to vote for BIG TIME RUSH on Kid's Choice Awards 2011!! And they're going to perform their hit 'Boyfriend' too on KCA 2011! So,don't forget to watch them, okay?? :D



So, I gotta go now! Thanks for reading my blog and please leave me a comment :) See you on the next post!! xoxo

Much love!!
-Lela! :)

Us = Family :)

IX Bilingual 2. Yap. Itulah nama kelas gue di sekolah. Sekolah gue SMPN 2. Dan kelas gue IX Bil 2. Kelas yang sangat gue cintai itu. You can't imagine what will you get when you come into my class. It's undeniable and inseparable.

Yuk kita flashback dulu sebentar ke masa-masa kelas 7 & 8! :)

Kelas Bilingual 2 terbentuk tanggal 16 Februari 2009. Hari dimana anak-anak yang terpilih dari kelas 7A sampai kelas 7H masuk ke kelas baru yang dimanakan kelas Bilingual. Bisa dibilang, kami-kami ini murid terpilih dari begitu banyaknya anak-anak yang ada. Kami bangga akan hal itu. Kelas Bilingual itu ada dua kelas, Bilingual 1 dan Bilingual 2. Dan kelas gue adalah kelas Bilingual 2.

Pertama kali gue masuk kelas ini, gue bingung dan merasa cukup terasingkan. Well, sebenernya gue udah merasa terasingkan saat pertama kali gue masuk sekolah sbg anak kelas 7. Gue murid pindahan dan nobody knew me. I was an outsider. Masuk ke kelas Bil 2, gue ketemu beberapa orang yg udah gue kenal dari kelas 7A (kelas gue sebelumnya) dan beberapa anak paskibra. Gue duduk di belakang sama Fitry. Tadinya gue berniat utk duduk di depan, tapi karena badan gue yg tinggi besar, gue sadar kalo gue bakal menghalangi pandangan orang-orang yang lain.

Karena sebelumnya gue merasa sbg outsider, pas masuk kelas ini gue merasa minder dan rasa outsider itu ga ilang. Gimana kalo gue ga bisa membaur? Gimana kalo gue dapet cap yg aneh-aneh dari mereka? Jujur, gue parno setengah mampus. Hari demi hari berlalu, gue msh merasa parno walaupun pada hari sebelumnya gue udah berkenalan beberapa siswa di kelas Bil 2. Dan, pada hari itu ada pemilihan ketua kelas. Parahnya, gue terpilih untuk menjadi ketua kelas. Dan hal itu adalah hal yang gue hindari selama ini. Karena menurut pribadi, gue ga ada bakat kepemimpinan. Dengan terpilihnya gue sbg ketua kelas, gue pun berhasil berkenalan dan mengenal seisi kelas itu. Walaupun sempet agak ngga ga sreg dengan anak cowonya. Pada saat itu, gue mengira kalo anak cowonya pada bandel-bandel, but I was wrong.

Pas masih kelas 7 Bil 2, kita semua masih pada malu-malu. Masih pada jaim lah, mungkin karena kita semua belum terlalu deket. Apalagi sama anak cowok. Pas hari jumat itu, kita selalu bilang 'Hari Maung' karena pelajarannya IPS sama MTK. Yah, you-know-who lah siapa gurunya. Apalagi, waktu itu komiknya Irvan aka Abah pernah disita sama guru IPS karena baca komik di kelas. Hari itu nyeremin banget. Guru IPS tsb masuk ke kelas dengan mata melotot, kumis tebal mantap, perawakan yang besar, dan suara yang menggelegar. Merindinglah bulu roma kami semua~

Setahun berlalu, kitapun berubah wujud (?) menjadi kelas 8 Bil 2. Merasa sedikit bebas karena sudah menjadi kakak kelas dan mempunyai adik kelas. Saat kita masih kelas 8, kita udah kaya korban lumpur lapindo yang pengungsiannya dipindah-pindah karena lumpur terus menyebar kemana-mana. Pindah ke kelas sini lah, situ lah, di sini lah, di ujung lah, dan lain-lain. Emang sih pertamanya agak nyebelin karena kita nggak punya kelas yang tetap tapi we had fun! Terutama pas kelas kita di Lab B.Inggris! Mancaappppppp! Kita semua lagi gila-gilanya pas nempatin kelas itu!

Setiap hari, kita nyeker di dalem kelas dan ketawa-ketiwi ga jelas. Setiap hari selalu aja ada lawakan dan peristiwa baru. Makanya waktu itu nyesel bgt kalo ga masuk sehari aja, karena pasti bakal ngelewatin kejadian yg seru. Setiap hari selasa selesai olahraga, kita bakal ngampar di tengah kelas dan tiduran semua gara-gara pada kecapekan. Ada yang tidur beneran (seperti Gusti :p) dan ada yang cuma tidur-tiduran doang. Udah gitu ya, pas kelas 8 itu kita semua dekettttttttt banget. Kita semua deket banget entah itu ke sesama perempuan ato ke anak cowo. Kita ngga mikirin jenis kelamin karena kita semua ada di satu kelas. Satu sekolah. Satu dunia. Dan kita emang peduli satu sama lain. Berteman itu ngga harus memandang jenis kelamin kan?

Liar. Karena jarang guru yang masuk ke kelas, kita semua pada menggila. Kita pada nyanyi lagu ciptaan Rudi & Indonesia Pusaka sambil tatalu pake meja. Dan suara itu menggelegar sampe keluar. Gue aja sampe khawatir takutnya Papih (pa Bambang) bkl masuk dan nyembur kita semua. Tapi yang ada, Papih malah ngedukung kita (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)

Waktu itu juga ada pas ceritanya si Feby nikah sama Rudi gitu hihihi trus gue rekam deh. Sekelas pada heboh ngga jelas ngeliatinnya. Trus ada juga yg ceritanya cinta segitiga antara KD-Raul-Istrinya Raul. Chaca jadi KD trus yg jadi Raul nya si Rudi, dan yg jadi istrinya Raul si Pohan. Trus ada juga yang Chaca + Pohan jadi presenternya Insert Investigasi dengan bibir yang nggak nahan itu. Trus ada juga yg pas kita sekelas pada ngakak gara-gara Pa Pepen, guru fisika, mau nyuruh nutup pintu kelas pake b.ing tapi ngomongnya malah 'open the door' sontak gue yang masih makan itu langsung ngakak parah. Mau nyuruh nutup pintu kok ngomongnya 'open the door' -_- Setiap pelajaran fisika pasti selalu aja ada lawakan baru. Begitu juga dengan pelajaran PAI. Waktu itu kan kelas kita di lab B.Ing nah di kelas itu tuh ada 2 AC, 1 kompi dan 1 TV. Di meja guru kan ada berbagai macam remote tuh, Pa Mardani ngambil salah satu remote dan mengarahkannya pada AC. Kirain gue itu emang beneran remote AC, setelah diperhatikan lagi ternyata Pa Mar ngarahin remote LG, yg tak lain adalah remote TV, ke arah AC yg merek nya TCL. Pas gue nyebarin kabar ini ke Dea, Abdul, dan akhirnya nyebar yg anak2 yg lain, sekelas langsung cekikikan ga jelas dan Pa Mar masih nyoba nyalain AC dengan remote TV itu. Setelah beberapa kali dicoba dan masih ga bisa, akhirnya beliau menyerah dan gue perhatiin mukanya masih penasaran gitu. Mungkin beliau masih penasaran kenapa AC itu ga mau nyala. Setelah kelas kita di lab, kita juga pindah ke kelasnya IX Bil (generasi sebelumnya) yang lama.

Dan sekarang, kita udah kelas 9. Menjelma jadi kelas IX Bil 2. Nggak kerasa kita udah kelas 9 lagi, ya? Nggak kerasa kal0 waktu itu cepat banget berlalu. Nggak kerasa kalo sebentar lagi kita itu UAN trus perpisahan trus pindah ke SMA, pindah ke sekolah lain, ketemu temen lain dan hal itu berlanjut ke hal yang lain sampe kita bener-bener pisah.

Temen-temen suka ngomong "aku pengen balik lagi ke kelas 8 deh. kita bener-bener bebas! guru jarang masuk, jarang ada tugas pula. pokoknya enak lah!" Siapa sih yang ngga pengen balik lagi ke kelas 8? Gue aja mau banget. Kelas 8 itu tuh masa-masanya pas kita bener-bener bebas, liar, dan kompak banget! Pokoknya bisa dibilang, kelas 8 itu tuh 'surganya' masa SMP. Pokoknya masa-masa kelas 8 itu masa-masa yang paling indah lah! Andai kan gue punya time-machine, pasti gue udah balik lagi ke masa kelas 8 dan nggak akan balik lagi ke present time. Tapi, time machine itu nggak ada dan kita nggak bisa mengulang waktu. So, kita hanya bisa ngejalanin hari ini dan membuatnya lebih baik dan lebih asik daripada hari kemarin.

Sebenernya hal ini yang pengen gue sampein daritadi adalah:

I feel terrible. I feel terrible everytime I think that I will leave this class in a few months. Gue ngga mau ninggalin kelas IX Bil 2. Gue ngga mau ninggalin masa-masa SMP dan beralih ke masa yang bakal gue hadapi di SMA nanti. Gue udah nyaman banget ada di kelas ini dan menjadi ketua kelas dari kelas 7 bil 2 sampe sekarang, 9 bil 2. Gue ngga mau pisah dari temen-temen di 9 Bil 2. Gue udah ngerasa terlanjur nyaman di kelas ini sampe gue ga mau ninggalin kelas ini. Kelas 9 Bil 2 kompak! Gue masih inget waktu Alm. Pa Ramdani meninggal, kita sekelas pada nangis ngga berenti-berenti sampe diliatin sama kelas lain dan kelas kita dibilang 'cengeng'. Tapi kita ngga peduli, karena kita semua satu hati dan merasakan kehilangan yang mendalam terhadap Alm. Pa Ramdani yang udah men-support dan memberi banyak pedoman untuk kelas kita. Kita ngerasa kehilangan banget sampe anak2 cowo yang ga pernah keliatan nangis pun, pada nangis semua.

Tadi di kelas, gue, Alya, Dea, Endah, Sevira, Ajeng, pada nangis mikirin hal-hal yang telah kita lalui bersama dari kelas 7. Dari pas masih diem-diem semua sampe udah pada autis bin stress kayak sekarang ini. Jujur, gue orang yang pendiem loh kalo bukan di kelas 9 bil 2. Cuma di kelas 9 Bil 2 inilah gue bisa jadi autis, cerewet, ketawa ngakak ga jelas, dll. I really can show who I really am in this class. This real, this me. I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now (?). Gue bakal kangen sekangen-kangennya sama kelas ini.

Ga ada orang yg lawakannya garing kayak Abdul.
Ga ada orang yg sabarnya naujubillah walaupun udh disiksa kayak Abuy.
Ga ada orang yg PD banget dan ganteng (cuihh) kayak Rudi.
Ga ada orang yg demen bgt jadi paparazzi kayak Bebe.
Ga ada orang yg kalo nyontek + bisik2 suaranya menggelegar kayak Uyung.
Ga ada orang yg badannya lentur + lebay abis kayak Icuand.
Ga ada orang yg mirip Rano Karno kayak Febrian.
Ga ada orang yg punya kuping elektronik kayak Andika.
Ga ada orang yg pendiem banget kayak Adit.
Ga ada orang yg baik banget + jadi 'bank berjalan' kayak Jae.
Ga ada orang yg jago bikin komik kayak Juli.
Ga ada orang yg suka pake baju pink :p kayak Ryan.
Ga ada orang yg jago bikin kaligrafi kayak Abah Irvan.
Ga ada orang yg bergaya ala avatar kalo hordeng kena angin kaya Dean Fathin.
Ga ada orang yg demen ngomong "santai.." kayak Regi
Ga ada orang yg jago main gitar + demen ngomong "ajeujeujeujeu" kayak Ucup.

Ga ada orang yg hiduungnya mancung kayak Filia.
Ga ada orang yg ngefans bgt sama Derby kayak Ajeng.
Ga ada orang yg ngefans bgt sama Joe J + pacarnya Abdul kayak Alya.
Ga ada orang yg teriak "JAEEEEEEEEEE" kayak Chaca.
Ga ada orang yg temen sebangku yg autis nya ga ketolongan (:p) kayak Dea.
Ga ada orang yg PD banget kayak Icha.
Ga ada orang yg melakukan ritual makan kripset lg bareng Icha kayak Pohan.
Ga ada orang yg rambutnya seperti di creambath kayak Sandra.
Ga ada orang yg murah senyum nan baik hati kayak Ayu.
Ga ada orang yg nangis tiap hari kayak Feby :p
Ga ada orang yg ngefans banget sama mang abep kayak Miga.
Ga ada orang yg jualan jam tangan lagi kayak Fitry :)
Ga ada orang yg pinter cantik nan lebay kayak Sevira.
Ga ada orang yg terobsesi banget sama Cinta Fitri kayak mamah Endah.

Ga ada orang yg nggak bisa berenti ketawa kayak Gusti
Ga ada orang yg hobinya senyam-senyum ga jelas kayak Eri :D
Ga ada orang yg hobi baca novel yg tebel-tebel kayak Risa.
Ga ada orang yg kalo PM datengnya selalu telat kayak Isti :D
Ga ada orang yg kalo melotot serem banget kayak Angie.
Ga ada orang yg kalo ketawa seperti nenek lampir kayak Fuji :p
Ga ada orang yg kalo ketawa suka sampe jongkok2 kayak Fardilla
Ga ada orang yg suka ngomong "sok anda eh!" kayak Ulfah

I'll be missing you guys so damn muchhhhh!!!! Dan ini ada notes yang gue copas dari si Andika :)

mungkin ga di sma nanti, nemuin orang2 kaya kalian lagi?????? pasti semua nanya kaya gitu deh

jawabannya ada di masing2 sih apa nanti se-sekolah lagi bareng apa ngga....

nah mungki kata2 di bawah ini bakal ngingetin kita lagi ke temen2 deh....insaaa...allahhh...

pertama-tama aku sebutin dulu yah dari pojok kiri atas

jae : "ngga apa apa...."

rudi : "cium, cium!!! cium, cium!!"

dean : "hei brad!"

ryan : "santai om!"

iqbal : "kenal ?? ke gua??"

abuy : "ninimu!!!"

adit : (kurang tau kata-kata yg sering diucapinnya, hehe)

febrian : (kurang tau juga hehe)

wahyu : "megalomen!"

regi : "santai.."

filia : "oy, uang kas!"

ajeng : "mehong!"

caca : "jaaeeeee!!!"

babon : "cabookks!"

lela : "syuutt berisik ih!!"

dea : "dick!!!"

icha : "pulsa !!"

puhax : "blept !" (mungkin sama hehe)

ikhsan : "secara gitoh!"

andika (me) : "prospect!!"

abdul : "ih dudullzz!!"

juli : (kurang tau )

sevira : " justin bieber!"

endah : " aku padamu!"

cua : (hm kurang tau juga sorry hehe)

irvan : "gelong sok!"

feby : "kakak!!"

miga : (hm kurang tau wk)

sandra : (kurang tau juga hehe)

ayu : (sama deng kurang tau)

ucup : "ajeujeujeujeu"

ulfah : "sok anda eh!"

fardila : (kurang tau hehe)

gusti : "ih yang bener!"

uji : " ncim!!"

angie : "oh jadi gitu?!"

isti : "ih da sok kitu!"

risa : (hm kurang tau hehe)

eriyanti : " loh...iyayah???"

nah kalo ada yg belom sorry yah, hehe mungkin belum atau aku lupa kata2 yg sering diucapin kalian sory yah....

karna mau ada kata2 atau ngga, yang penting kita udah ngejalanin semua sama2 yah.....

harapan, kata2 ini mungkin belum berguna skrg tapi nanti pasti berguna deh bwt ngilangin kangen kita ke temen lama. jamin deh.....

yaudah segini dulu aja bye all!!! prospect!!

Aaaaaaaaaa blm perpisahan aja udah sedih banget kayak gini :(( Yaampun.

I HEART BILINGUAL 2!!

Gue mau ngasih satu lagu yang menurut gue pribadi keadaannya cocok banget sama yang kita alami sekarang. Atau bisa dibilang lagi dalam keadaan mau berpisah gitu. Dan yang pasti, tiap ngedener lagu ini, gue selalu nangis :'(

"I always knew this day would come
We’d be standing one by one
With our future in our hands
So many dreams so many plans

Always knew after all these years
There’d be laughter there’d be tears
But never thought that I’d walk away
with so much joy but so much pain
And it’s so hard to say goodbye

But yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

Another chapter in the book cant go back but you can look
And there we are on every page
Memories I’ll always save
Up ahead on the open doors
Who knows what were heading towards?
I wish you love, I wish you luck
For you the world just opens up
But it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

Everyday that we had, all the good, all the bad
I’ll keep them here inside
All the times we shared every place everywhere
You touched my life
Yeah, one day we’ll look back we’ll smile and we’ll laugh
But right now we just cry
Cause it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

I’ll always remember you
I’ll always remember you"

That's it guys! Itu lagu judulnya "I'll Always Remember You" by Hannah Montana. Kalo mau denger silakan di download atau minta ke hape ketua kelas juga bisa kok :)

Satu lagi, thanks for being the best part in my life. thanks for make me feel like a family. thanks for make me feel blessed to have you guys in my life. thanks for being the best class ever! thanks for being the best class mates ever!

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! :*

Secondhand Serenade live in Sabuga, Bandung.

Helloooooooooo!! It's me again!! Miss my blog so much! So, I'm online in my bro's laptop because mine is broken. Don't ask my why because you can make me cry by asking that question. I'm not kidding.

So, today is the last day of my holiday!! I'm feeling not so happy and happy at the same time. It's weird, isn't? I'm feeling not so happy because the next entire months, I'll be so busy as hell. I mean, I have to study hard to face National Final Exam on May 2011. I'm feeling happy because I watched my favorite band, Secondhand Serenade, last night in Sabuga, Bandung, with my brother and his friends!! Yeah, I was feeling so pumped last night!

Gue berangkat dari Sukabumi tuh jam 11.00 -_- Yah, kesiangan bgt itu. Padahal rencana awalnya gue mau berangkat jam 09.00 tapi, apa daya. Selama perjalanan ke Bandung, my phone glued on my hands. Gue ngecheck twitternya si John Vesely dan promotor yg ngadain konser Secondhand Serenade-nya. My eyes lit up! Di twitter promotornya, gue ngeliat foto si John meluk anak orang (fans) nya gitu. Huhu envy!

Karena macet di daerah Padalarang, alhasil gue sampe Bandung, tepatnya di kos-kosan kakak gue, jam 14.30! Oh-em-giii gue kelaparan. Jadinya gue makan siang dulu kan tuh. Pas udh selesai makan, gue chit-chat dan sebagainya sama Mail, kakak gue tercinta (cuih.. :p) sambil dengerin lagu Secondhand. Setelah itu gue mandi dan siap-siap kan! Badan sudah wangi, baterai hp pun sudah penuh! "Yeah, I'm so ready to go!!" dan jam 16.00 pun gue dan Mail berangkat ke kosan temennya karena rencana kita bakal naek mobil temennya itu.

Long story short, kita pun sampe di Sabuga. Menurut kabar burung yg beredar di twitter, katanya di Sabuga udah rame BANGET. Padahal? Ga segitu ramenya kok. Hal pertama yg kita cari adalah.... Toilet -_- So yeah, we found it of course! Udah gitu kita nunggu-nunggu ga jelas gitu kan. Dan saat itu gue ngerasa fly banget waktu lagu 'Something More' di mainin sama petugas atau apalah di situ. Kenapa fly? Karena gue tuh super excited mau ketemuan (?) sama si John ahahaha.

Jam 18.00 kita ngantri masuk kan, pas udah masuk kan ada pengecekan gitu, eeeh air aqua yg gue bawa di ambil sama security nya -_-" Ya udah lah, gue masuk kan tuh ke gedung Sabuga nya. Di dalem, ternyata ada antrian panjang lagi. Ternyata! itu tuh yg ngantri mau di foto sama patung John Vesely. Okelah bagian itu kita lewat. Setelah nunggu kira 1 jam, jam 19.00 pintu masuk buat ke hall nya di buka!! HELL YEAAAAAH!! Semua pun berebutan masuk nya. Gue mulai khawatir kan tapi alhamdulillah, gue ga jadi dendeng gara-gara kedempet sama orang-orang.

Ngaret adalah salah satu ciri khas Indonesia. Benar sekali! Jam kita terbuat dari karet maka dari itu acaranya ngaret (?) Di tiket, acaranya itu mulai pukul 20.oo tapi nyatanya? Saat pukul 20.00 John dkk masih belum keluar dari tempat persembunyiannya. Gue bete setengah mati (lebay) nunggunya dan memutuskan untuk meng-sms Alya sambil main Brickbreaker di hp hehe. Pas lagi maen tiba-tiba, di layar infocus nya (?) gitu di liatin si John dkk lagi jalan gitu kan alhasil se-Sabuga pada teriak histeris semua gitu, termasuk gue tentunya. Dan hal itu masih terus berlanjut sampai pukul 21.30.

Gue ngerasa senang, histeris, dan terharu saat countdown nya di mulai. Semua langsung teriak histeris pas John dkk keluar dan mainin lagu 'You and I'. Semuanya pada nyanyi and I got a big smile on my face. So yeah, gue ngerekam videonya sambil nyanyi teriak-teriak gitu, jadinya di video itu suara gue kedengaran deh -__-"


Yaaah, maaf gambarnya ga jelas. Ini gara-gara di zoom dan ga ada blitz nya -_- So yeah, kualitas gambarnya ga terlalu bagus. Kalimat pertama yang John ucapkan adalah 'Bir Bintang' dan kontan langsung pada teriak semua hahaha.

John dkk nyanyiin sekitar 14-15 lagu antara in, You and I, Awake, Vulnerable, Maybe, Something More, Stranger, Your Call, Reach For The Sky, Broken, Stay Away, Fall For You, Fix U, So Long, dan 1 lagu lagi gue lupa --" John gonta-ganti gitar sebanyak 4 kali dan bikin semua fans nya pada ngejerit histeris. Gue perhatiin, di panggung di malah minum bir gitu. Dodol. Se-addicted itu kah John dengan Bintang Beer? hahaha

Pas lagu Awake, Vulnerable, Your Call, sama Broken, John ngeluarin gitar acoustic nya dan ngajak para fans nya nyanyi bareng. Pas jeda gitu, si John kan cuap-cuap gitu dan para fans nya yg berdiri di front row ngeluarin kertas bertulisan 'Thank You, Secondhand Serenade.' sambil pada teriak gitu. John ketawa dan ngeluarin iPhonenya. And you know what, dia ngerekam kita semua!! Dia ngerekam dari ujung ke ujung gitu, kontan kita semua pada 'threw our hands up in the air' sambil pada ngejerit. Setelah dia puas dengan ngerekam kita semua, dia nyimpen iPhone nya lagi dan cuap-cuap lagi.

Ending song nya adalah Fall For You. Yeah, we all could guess it from the start that they would use that song as the ending. Semua pada nyanyi dan ada kembang api gitcu. Uuuu pada histeris tuh kan. John main keyboard sambil nyanyi nya merem hahaha. Pas dia nyanyiin Fall For You, orang-orang yang duduk pada maju ke depan dan ikutan nyanyi bareng juga.

Teriakan 'we want more, we want more,' pasti udah familiar banget di telinga band atau artis yang panggung di Indonesia. Yap, teriakan ini juga membahana di hall Sabuga pas John dkk turun dari panggung. Ga sampe 2 menit, mereka balik lagi ke panggung dan ngasih encore. Mereka nyanyiin Fix U-nya Coldplay. Penonton pada histeris lagi dan kita ikutan nyanyi bareng! Kembang api keluar lagi dan yang ini lebih besar!! Semua pada teriak histeris lagi saat John selesai nyanyiin lagu Fix U, ngucapin 'Thank you so much, Bandung' dan turun dari panggung. Buttttttttt, dia balik lagi dan bilang 'Awewe Bandung gareulis!' lalu turun lagi dari panggung. Kontan semua pada teriak histeris lagi kan!! Ahahaha. Logat nya rada kocak gitu pas si John bicara pake bahasa Indonesia.


That's my story. Konsernya keren. Penataan panggungnya simple tapi efek lightning dan kembang api pas encore ngebuatnya jadi mewah, megah, dan meriah. John dkk juga tampil all out banget kok dan terbilang cukup sering ngomong pake bahasa Indonesia. So yeah, they all were great and I feel so thankful for coming to their concert.

Secondhand Serenade rock!!!

Love,

Lela :)